Today went for oral and was the first time my friends saw my new haircut...ok lets talk about their opinions on my haircut, idayu and Shanthini did not recognise followed by Jorene screaming away and Chong you who thought I wore a wig..Haha, and the rest of them juz gave me a surprise look and said I looked younger and more cute like this..That's all, nothing much to say coz the worst is behind..THE ORAL! At first, I told myself not to be nervous because If I'm nervous I would stumble but the very unpredictable thing that happened was because I was not nervous before I was outside waiting for my turn and when I was outside I panicked..I was too relaxed so now the nervousness creep in..I don't know what to say and my mind goes blank! I focus and focus, finally some words did came in but it was very hard to put them in sentences...When I went to the examiner..another unpredictable thing happened again..I was too nervous that I didn't greet just sat down, trying to calm myself. I suppose the examiner was unhappy with that and dropped a question like this "Who are you?" and of course my stock reply would be "I'm Ruiling". But he wasn't a bit happy with that and asked "Why didn't you introduce yourself, this is very important during oral exams. Remember this next time." Fine, his the examiner and what could I do? Ms Rajas didn't even mentioned that before but I still apologised because that's the only thing I could do....The whole oral was screwed and I stumbled my way through...HAIX, god is not helping me this time. Well, I could only blame myself for everything that happened.Then went home with Bei er coz she's coming my home to do homework, and on our way..I kept tripping over stairs and rocks, kind of things. I wondered how unlucky can I be...All the above were the bad things that happened in the day.Now for the good things..Bei er and I had a lot of fun doing homework together..working out sum and we took a lot of photos! Yeah!


|| posted by Lenig