Yesterday was Prince Jason's wedding with her beloved wife, Cammy. For this wedding, I've also prepared for quite some time. Went shopping with friends and finally bought the full dress for the formal dinner. The atmosphere in the palace was very tense, bickered a little before we went out. I've learnt quite a lot in the process actually. People must be thinking what I meant. Well...It goes like this. While everyone was busy with styling and the preparation, the phone rang.It was from the King.I was definitely very unwilling to answer to call but was still forced by Mother Queen to answer it.The King asked when will we arrive at the ballroom as we were not going together as a FAMILY.Queen asked me to reply, 7pm.Afterwards, I went out to take in some fresh air because it has become impossible to stay in my "home".As the minute hand goes tickling,I subconsciously began to worry we not being able to get there in time as we promised to King.Thoughts of waiting for someone in a unfamiliar place would be so nasty came into my mind.I went to inform Queen of the time but she said something that had waken me up.She said, "Why bother?Don't need to care about him one..for what?late lor..." I was stupefied. Ya, why did I worry for him?All that he had done to me and others, why worry for him? I consoled myself by making me believe it was just because I don't like people who break promises..Next moment, we were on the platform. When the train came, directly where I stood, on the other side of the window pane was Mr Mages! Surprisingly, I met him there.Actually I wanted to whack him but I'm in such beautiful dress and also Queen and Princess Sharon was there, I just stare at him.He waved to me like a little kid , well he is one...and noble me just smiled back.haha. And the very next moment, we were in Raffles The Plaza.We went to the ballroom and we had to wait for the room to open because according to the house rules there, every guests must be present or at least most guests to be present before we can all enter.The most outrageous thing happen next...our dear Prince Jason actually arrange us the whole Emperor's clan to sit seperately.Uncles and aunties sit at one tables.Cousins(boys) sit one table with other unknown people and girls too the same arrangement.All the elders were furious and some even wanted to leave but were persuaded to stay later.Actually, in my own opinion, I think it doesn't really matter a lot.I suppose thats what Prince Jason felt, he didn't expect our elders are still old-fashioned.They felt that a family is a family, must not be separated. Well, that's true but need not go to that extend of "must sit together". I did not say a word about it and just followed the elders instructions because I don't care so much nowadays,just living my life.Dinner was served so late at 8++pm.But I was hungry actually.Didn't feel like eating because of the headache.Dinner was served and Princess Sharon asked for wine.hehe I also took the chance and ordered one glass of white wine.It was not bad at all...got this bitter feeling but it went quite smooth.I think I got a little drunk later..Did not take much or any pic of myself althought thats the best dress I've ever wore...not in that situation.I feel so pushed aside by them, alone but I cherished it.Many funny and embarrassed things happen..But this dinner was still considered meaningful because this was an occasion that pulled all of us together, some relatives whom we never see for a long time, reappeared.I t somehow contradicts to what I said just now..Never mind. Another thing that I realised was about King.The very previous night,he could be like a mad man,coughing furiously, threatening to jump down the building and the next day, he could happily wished someone congratulations and laugh happily as if he is happy....but the next moment I pitied him when I saw him taking his medicine to eat to stop his cough..I put myself in his shoes and felt very bad as I thought if I had to do this and nobody cares..but my mind goes whirling..so many different feelings wells up.In conclusion, It's all retribution || posted by Lenig