I was sitting there, watching two strangers talk..She was putting on eye shadow then the blush.All that comes out from her mouth were he, his family and the company..I'm tired already.I do not wish to be understanding anymore! How could they always do that to me..Oblivious to my prescence, do things that break my heart..Change is inevitable but why did the direction of the wind blow towards the others..It never rain but it pours..Everything is misplaced. Please return to the original position..Was it he or she who caused this??? Am I really that unimportant to them or was I being pompous? I've been trying but now I speak no word..Subtle is my new being..I will only focus on what's unseen rather than seen..Meditate the void within me, I'll try.

The two strangers are my sister and mother..They have changed until I don't recognise them..Vanity is ugly! Is it really all about being rich??? HE will never be talk about AGAIN!