Monday, September 01, 2008
The entire weekend has been quite lively because my sister is at home. Totally! She din step out of the house for two whole days..It's been so long, maybe several months, I don't remember le..that she stayed with us for the weekend. I guess mama was happy 'bout that. At first, I was wary 'bout it because I thought she just going to leave some time later but I heard Mr S gone KL to attend wedding so she's going no where. It's great to have her around again but the feeling is weird..I want to make her laugh but It just felt awkward. Anyway, she suddenly asked me whether I miss her..It came too suddenly and I din know what to say, so I just laughed it off and said " haha..miss you for what?" But, actually I do. This was what I wanted to say to you that day..
Dear Sharon:
I missed the times when we watched movies together, we eat together, we watched dvds together, laugh together, lie on my bed to chat together, to waste time together, so many things we did together before. At first, I felt lonely, scared and grudging. However, I realised that you've changed. That's the fact. You've moved on and I cannot stay behind. I have to accept and I did. There is this saying " You are not the same person this year as last, neither are those we loved. But it is a happy chance that if we, a changing person , continue to love a changed person" This is what I want you to know..You have my support. I'll always be me, maybe less cheerful, less noisy. Although, mama is still having certain qualms 'bout it..you will have to embrace it because she's our mother afterall..
I know you will never get to see this but I still wanna try.. || posted by Lenig
Dear Sharon:
I missed the times when we watched movies together, we eat together, we watched dvds together, laugh together, lie on my bed to chat together, to waste time together, so many things we did together before. At first, I felt lonely, scared and grudging. However, I realised that you've changed. That's the fact. You've moved on and I cannot stay behind. I have to accept and I did. There is this saying " You are not the same person this year as last, neither are those we loved. But it is a happy chance that if we, a changing person , continue to love a changed person" This is what I want you to know..You have my support. I'll always be me, maybe less cheerful, less noisy. Although, mama is still having certain qualms 'bout it..you will have to embrace it because she's our mother afterall..
I know you will never get to see this but I still wanna try.. || posted by Lenig
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